These are my words attempting to express my daily struggle with Schizo-Affective Disorder and Anxiety. It is not pretty, fun, amusing or easy to talk about. I was diagnosed at 8 years old with Schizo-Affective Disorder and anxiety. I have fought to live through the mental disorders my entire life. I am not the only one with this struggle, but it feels like it. I will misspell words, have messed up punctuation and sometime just sound like a bloody idiot. I will not proofread my emotional mess because it freaks me out to see all my errors. Please be patient with me.